I need to write my thoughts out

She did reply

Signal

Brief, friendly, formal

That's good

But I still don't know where I am

Where do I think I should be? Want to be? Would like to be? (aren't they both the same???

I have no idea

But hey, I'm here, she is at least 100 miles west and the chances I'll ever meet here again are sub-zero

You will never read this but I fell in love with you when I first saw you and when you spoke .... it just deepened.

Better to have loved and lost ..... go check MIB.